Well... I guess it's been a while huh?

Yeah... A lot had happenend.

I was in Godspell... That's probably the biggest thing.

Not only was it fun, but I made some awesome friends. I also found my calling; everyone, including me, agrees that if I weren't to pursue a career in Theatre then I'd be denying what I do best.

I also decided to drop out of my TAFE course... Because it's doing nothing for me.

I have been sick the last 2 months. It started off really really severe, horrible bronchitis... Now it's dying off to a nasty chest cough thing stuff. Yeah, that also ties in with TAFE because I've missed out on so much. Not that it would be hard to catch up, everything they're doing I've done in Year 11 and 12... But the assessments... There's no way I'm going to pass, let alone get a decent UAI... No point really...

But yeah, enough about that. Next year I'll be doing a hospitality course, gives me my RSA and RCG, then I'll be qualified as a waiter and be able to join the work force with more ease. It also means that when I head off to whatever Uni I go to, I won't flunk it due to lack of money, cause I'll be able to work.

And then, you come inside, from the outside factors in my life. The last few weeks I've been reliving my entire life, or that I can remember, and making sure I am actually over it. The one thing I have found so far that I wasn't over was the death of Jake, my best friend for most of my life. He was my beautiful doggy. I never really dealt with it, but the other day I did. I felt guilty, now the guilt has found a release. I cried. And now I'm reasonably okay with it. The rest of my life. I just shrug at it really. Except for this...

After being in Godspell, my world turned upside down. All my friends lived in Canberra... They were the only real friends I felt that I had. Then I went to Godspell. At first it was just like every where else. Then people started to notice me, realise I was more than just a gay guy that dressed in black and wore eye liner. I wasn't a nobody anymore. I had left Canowindra, I had left the problems, had come here to make something of myself. I was anobody where I came from. Now? I have made something for myself from nothing. I'm still working on it... But it's so good.

Another little problem I'm facing? The great cool awesome house I've been living in for two months... Gone. The girl I was living with decided yesterday that she was going to move. I thought I had until Thursday... But then she woke me up, Sunday, 9 o'clock, to tell me we had to be gone by 5 so she could clean the carpets.

So, my life that can be packed into boxes and bags has been split into three parts. Furniture, in a shed. Other stuff at my Aunties. And the rest of my wordly possessions are with me at my friends house.

Anyways...

I have to go look at some houses, hopefully one will become mine before the weeks is out. *criosses fingers*

I will catch up with you all one day no doubt.

Later Ppl.

Peace and Pie.

Matt.